I'm just not sure what. Obviously I'm trying to resurrect this little tome of mine, then I sputtered, but I'm back. The reason for the sputter is the typical boring mix of laziness and crazy lack of time, but there's also something else I just can't put my finger on yet.
I think part of it is that my mind is semi-dead most of the time due to a lack of sleep and subsequent overindulgences in coffee (especially bad coffee from work). I also think that my mind is also working overtime on certain things, which would seem a direct contrast to the previous statement, but somehow it isn't quite. It's very strange, but I'm on the case, and with this little 'vacation' I have coming up hopefully I'll have time to investigate all possible leads. It's going to be awesome to spend the summer outside again, see the sun, complain about the heat, squint my eyes even behind sunglasses, and realize once again why I switched to 40 spf sunblock (cause I'm a casper-white cracker who gets sunburnt easily, duh). But I'll find it and correct it. The good thing is that, professionally at least, I'm on the right path. I think that I have to work out some kinks, and learn from this first experience that is just wrapping up, and make the necessary changes. That will have a huge impact, and I can't wait to enact it.
Well, actually I can, and the end of the summer seems like the perfect time to enact. In the meantime, on with the bathing suit, sunblock, and sunglasses. I'm at the pool for the summer.
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